Challenge Vs Security

It has been a while I have not posted anything here. It has reason why I did not do it. I have been working and cooperating with my partner (Martin Filo) on our small biz (service we run for people) Debnickari.


It has been several years ago I decided to become entrepreneur. So I decided to do everything I can. I was reading books, was listening all kinds of inspirational literature, studying blogs, forums, working.. 

I was a dissapointed because I found out that entrepreneurs were starting in early age. But I was thinking "I did not" and in my head there was a voice which was telling me: "Can I do that?" Where I could learn that because I could not realize what to do...


It is exactly a reason why I decided to leave a country for 1 year, because I felt that I need more information, more knowledge to launch something. I can say that my staying in USA for 1 year was a great experience but I already understand that there is nothing that can teach you to be an entrepreneur.

What are my thoughts since I have started:

• When you have job, you feel secured that your paycheck most likely come certain day each month. And now I understand that feeling of security is the one of the biggest drive in human behavior. Would you like to know how I feel? I would say "confused" because you work but there is no guarantee that you will earn. But I understand that feeling, it helps me go over...
• Working time- I think everything matters on you. You work how much you want. Of course I can say myself, just take a break, go out, have fun…but there is one thing you have to realize. When you do not work, there is nobody else who work.
• Free time- It is not like you come back from work and you can just relax. I feel more like every second I have time I want to think about what we can improve but what can be done more efficient
• We just started but I realize that we carry big responsibility to people we serve, it takes a lot emotional preparedness

That is so far my feeling since we have started. But there is one thing I really love about it. You work on your own, it means you feel autonomy, you can use your creativity and you try to master something you work on. And when you can do service for people and they will appreciate you with smile at their face, that is really reward because you feel that kind emotion and you are full of desire to work and grow. 

So what would you prefer more? Stable paycheck, good life and no risk or ...